I’m just one mistake and bad choice after the other. The self loathing just grows and grows despite my efforts or genuine smiles. I’m tired of my complex. I want to sit alone and feel but I want a hand on my shoulder too and that is just luxury.Posted on December 7, 2013 at 6:28 PM
Dreams getting vivid again. Huge sigh. Tired now. Can’t wait to finish work and see Jen, days are dragging and she’s the gold in the dust. I really want to get away from St Albans.Posted on December 6, 2013 at 9:55 AM
I hate having bad dreams. I can’t help but let them occupy me for as long as they wish to, I have no control. I really need to be held and held onto tight. Whenever I’m reminded of my past actions and how awful I have been, I always wonder if I’m allowed to let them go. It isn’t my choice I don’t think. I just want new and fresh, life is too short.Posted on December 5, 2013 at 9:05 AM
Posted on December 5, 2013 at 9:02 AM
At a glance I thought these were photos and slowly realised they weren’t. They incite intense curiosity in me and I dig that.
I just remembered that back when I had a car, not that I could drive, I kept all my CDs in the glove compartment. Then my mum totaled the car and they got destroyed. Life eh.Posted on December 5, 2013 at 9:01 AM
Catching Fire was arguably and agreeably the most stressful film me and Jen have watched. The book was perfect, the film was perfect, nailed it.Posted on December 4, 2013 at 6:28 PM
the sexual tension between a tank and a healer
(via undercity-resident)Posted on December 4, 2013 at 6:25 PM
Posted on December 4, 2013 at 6:24 PM
i think freckles, stretch marks, tattoos, bruises, birthmarks and scars are probably the coolest thing, you started with almost a blank canvas and look at u now, all this evidence that you’ve lived and the sun has shone on you and you’ve grown and maybe tripped up a few times and liked an image so much u made it a permanent part of u, beautiful.
That’s one of the most uplifting things I’ve readThis needs to get passed around more
ive got a riddle for you guys, what is super hot, is me, likes food, is me and is also very funny and is me
(via nocturnaldivulger)Posted on December 4, 2013 at 6:23 PM